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Name : selkie
Dob : 05/01
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    Entry 23: 2026/09/19

    Status: Cheerful

    Hello everynyan! I'm here with another entry for you guys and this time I brought a friend with me! I'll be sharing some pics of her stuff as well, so if she's watching right now; thanks for the memories~! I really appriciate spending any time with you! So let's begin!

    We ended up eating at an Okinawan resturant and look at the decor!
    Isn't it so gorg?!?!?!
    My friend ordered the pork rib
    Mine arrived! It's a Katsudon curry! So yummy!
    Now we're at a Korean mall~! Oh! A bakery!
    We didn't buy anything, it was quite lovely to look at. I would've taken more pics but there were some amount of people nearby so I chose not to lolz, but very pretty and cozy!
    The mustache!!!!!
    The LINE bear!??!?!
    Doesn't both the decor and items look so Mori girl? And also somewhat Grimore style too!

    And finally, we went to the Cafe at the 3rd/2nd(?) floor and I bought a matcha that I downed as we walked and a Mont Blanc! Haven't opened it yet, but when I eat it tomorrow I'll take a pic! Along the way, me and my friend bought a Rilakkuma ice cream keychain at the same place as of the headband below!

    The Haul:
    From left to right: Dotted Bow headband, Kuromi long clip, &honey Matomake stick, & Dolly Wink Chinese-style bottom lashes!
    Also Hello Kitty Kogyaru clip and hairband
    Our (Chairo/Ko)Rilakkumas!

    Well that was a lovely day! Bought so much too...Anyways! School starts in a few days (on the 24th!), so just waiting for that at the moment. I have 4 classes that I signed up for, so obviously less overwhelming than last quarter lolz... And with just 4 more days I've decided to finsh up the anime I have left on my MAL, so...wait what?! NINE?! I just might make one that I watch on every Thursday only since I have the biggest gap and I can use it to make myself study harder to make it the reward haha! But other than that, after the 24th; I might post infrequently or at least monthly. Maybe once a week, if that day isn't so packed, ya know? I just desperately don't wanna repeat Spring of this year, I genuinely need to stop procrasinating haha......But! That's me done ranting~, have a good day, and plz tell me in the comments what y'all did this week, and when (if) did school start for you! Bye!

    SOTD: CONTINUING HEART by TONE ft.初音ミク



    Entry 22: 2026/09/14

    Status: Hurriedly

    Hello! This will be an entry that will span three days, from the 11th to the 14th! I will put the pictures of each day up and on the 14th I'll put the captions on! Enjoy~!

    September 11 --- Cuban food!

    The scenery is so beautiful here, like it never left the late 90s Global Village Coffeehouse style!
    Coffee + lavender + honey = omg yes
    A really good sandwich with egg, bacon, spicy onion, and sauce, + rice & beans!




    Sept 12 --- Mall time! (+ P.F. Changs~!)

    A really good lychee tea~ It also had popping boba flavored as lychee!
    Appetizer gyozas!
    Pretty gnarly for a sushi plate....but it was suprisingly good?!
    Look how pretty the roof looks!
    I checked to see if the momonga was cheaper online, but it was like 5 times the price?! I didn't buy it tho, it looked too basic for me....
    Anoko~!
    canmake!!!! didn't buy anything, but it was still nice to see!
    I got my goodies!
    Over all, what a good two days! I enjoyed my food and my enviroments very much!

    In some other news, I finished a bunch of the anime from the screenshots (of the last entry), and they were so good?! I'm starting Ef- A Tale of Memories + True Blood now, so plenty to keep me occupied for the last 11 days of my vaycay (I'm scared!), and plenty to talk about here of course!

    Also, the dress came early, and it fits! So comfortably too! I will show pictures when I wear it again, but on me haha!

    So uh yeah, stay tuned for all dat good stuff! I'll add pictures of my haul later, so bye for now~♪

    SOTD: Ichibaniikou by Hitomi Shimatani



    Entry 21: 2026/09/10

    Status: Tired

    Hello all! Welcome to another semi weekly issue of my blog! Today was a okay day, I'm not complaining here! I watched my fav shows at the moment- Loveless & Witch Hunter Robin.

    I did finish another though, Le Portrait de Petite Cossette; it was such a lovely OVA! The atmopshere and how each character develops (both Cossette & Eri!), and the music was done by my all time favorite anime music maker --> Yuki Kajiura! Her music really moves you, whether you expected to or not; on all of the anime she works for!

    To show you how lovely this anime was, here are some stills. I tried to get some that didn't have any text (of the subtitles) or spoilers in them in case you want to watch it (only 3 episodes!), so please give it a watch!

    Isn't Cossette so gorg?
    Since we're already talking about anime and their stills from episodes, let's do some with Loveless as well! There are a bunch of pretty and gorgeous stills from the first few episodes, though I wouldn't call them spoilers, but be warned for some of the ones below:






    You've been warned!!!






    From the first episode I believe?
    Kyaaaa!!!!! Soubi is SUCH. A. CUTIE. !!!! >w<~❤ ︎I would LOVE a boyfriend like him!!! Ritsuka is sooooo lucky, but they pretty much play him off like a temu ahhh Ciel LOL But it seems like a great BL, and im pretty excited to see what'll happen and if Ri-chan accepts Soubi or not as the episodes go on! Ahhhh!!!! The excitement is too much!
    In other news, the appointment I talked about last entry had been a success! The nurses and my doctor were so nice to me! My nurse started just giving me her life story and it was so interesting LOLZ. I need to do bloodwork in the distant future but my mom forced me to do it on Saturday, which was annoying honestly. It's not like I want to though! It's just I have to fast for about 10hrs, and the last time I did it a year ago I almost fainted when I was on my way to the hospital restroom, so it's a bit scary, haha.....

    But oh well! Might as do it sooner than later or i'll forget lolz! But it seems like less vials than last time so I might NOT be cooked? Who knows! I'll report back next entry with what happens, probably! In other OTHER news, the MILK dress shipped! From Chesapeake?!?! What in the Hannibal LOL! But even after saying it multiple times the last couple of times (hopefully won't jinx it....), I really hope that it fits LOL, like literally tossing and turning at this point.... It'll come on the 14th(?) I believe. So let's all hope and find out! At the moment, I'm watching some gyaru vids of fashion behind-the-scenes and an old series on Youtube called "Trouble in Tokyo"! Apparently the original poster deleted the whole series but a fan downloaded the first 7 entries and reuploaded them! Kudos to them! If you wanna watch the one I LOVED, its the 5th entry of the series ---> HERE!

    Well that's all from me today! I'm just waiting for my mom to come since she'll pick me up to go get her meds and possibly(?) getting food afterwords. You already know why I accepted to go LOL! But truly, I do hope we get food, haha.....

    Sorry for not putting text on last week's entry, I was too tired to do so....I might do it soon though! Have faith, me! Well, it really REALLY is it for me this week, have a good week, okay? And if you wanna comment, what did YOU do this week, and are you looking foward to the next one? Did you like the vid?

    Tell me everything, 'kay~♪ ?

    SOTD: 恋をしちゃいました! by タンポポ



    Entry 20: 2026/09/06

    Status: Fashionable

    meh new kicks!
    bear!!!!
    my tea order, it was delicious!
    Isn't the car so freaking cute?!
    dog!
    Haul:
    Brand: Forever 21 || Size: S
    Brand: Guess || Size: XL

    SOTD: HANABI~episode II~ by Ayumi Hamasaki



    Entry 19: 2026/09/03

    Status: Tired

    Hello! It's me again! I can't believe that it's already September now! Almost 3 more months and we're on to 2027?!?! Stop the clock please!!!! Anyways lolz, there really isn't much to report at this time. I went with my mom to her doctor's appointment and suddenly realized that being alone ain't that bad (can you tell that it went sooo well?), and now I'm waiting for mine + time that the second pass of class pickings. I got new shoes tho! Hopefully they come around either tomorrow or on Saturday, basically soon! They give SUCH Zooey Deschanel vibes, they're sneaker flats with red lining around the shoe with blue and white stripes, very marine-coded! Here's a picture from the official site, they're Keds btw!

    Aren't they so pretty?!
    In other news, the dress hasn't shipped yet...which makes me a bit nervous. A seller not shipping in time has happened to me before, so hopefully it won't happen again- but I'm getting the vibes that it'll happen again... Like I also sell, but if I don't sell within 3 days I always let my buyers know, ya know? But hopefully the seller locks in and ships it, but either way if they inevitably don't I'll get my money back so its whatevs (me trying to calm myself....) but my entry for the dress in lolibrary has been published, so now you can see how the dress looks like (grey x pink ver) ---> HERE.

    On the bust length, when I was researching so I can put additional info on the lolibrary entry it said that the bust is 80cm.....chat am I cooked LOL. For reference, I am an 84 cm bust LOL. So we squeezing the FRICK here lolz. But hopefully like I said in the prior entry, the fabric SEEMS stretchy so hopefully I won't have to bind to fit in it LOL. But thats assuming that it'll even come LOL.

    Recently I've also been going and signing up for fanlistings, if y'all find any for Zooey Deschanel or Mads Mikkelsen PLS lmk!!!! Google is such bootycheeks lately so when I search, nothing comes up other than dedication blogs, so yeah! LMK plsssss and if u find me some...uhhhhhh...I'll give u a smooch LOL

    But that's all for today, as I'm watching two girls watching Monster High for the first time and then watching Peach Girl and Witch Hunter Robin later today, PG is pretty cool though! I saw the first episode last night, and it was quite interesting, and the OP/ED are so cute and catchy! If I end up finished before I enter school, I'll def make reviews of both in the near future. So for now, buh byeeeee!

    SOTD: Aribai by SID



    Entry 18: 2026/08/31

    Status: Hard at Work

    Hello again! It's been a couple of days, and suddenly; I feel quite chipper! Maybe it's the "almost time for school" jitters! I've been doing a couple of house work activities lately-- so cleaning up my bathroom, changing my sheets, delivering my packages at the postal office, and a bit more! However, now as I'm watching old youtube videos of Shibuya 109 and Laforet, I decided to get a couple of things to eat in the mean time. Here it is:

    From left to right : Pizza flavored Potato Chips, chopped Banana, half a mooncake from last entry(!), Tzatziki sauce with bagel chips, and Straight Tea in my favorite tea cup! Don't judge from the fact of where and who is touching the mooncake haha....I just didn't have enough space and I didn't want to get another plate! But it was all very good though, and now I wait for dinner!
    Psst...its breaded chicken!!! ( Unfortunately I won't be able to take a picture, but uhhhh...imagine it! Yeah! lolz)

    Recently I've been getting into my roots once more (romantic girl styles such as Lolita, Otome-kei, & Himekaji!), and decided that from now on I'll focus on sniping deals for my fav Japanese styles intead of more preppy, twee things. Although some items from my Twee closet can be used for otome kei and the like, I like to get more things that are meant for hyper girly stuff, and even though some items are pretty damn good at doing that, in my opinion the JP brands do it wayyyy better! At least thats my opinion hehe!

    Speaking of which, I found a MILK dress a couple hours ago that looks sooooo pretty! But i'm quite worried of the sizing as me and MILk don't exactly have the bestest of a relationship (cough cough too small), but it seems of stretchy cotton so I'll try to bargin for a lower price, then in which I can buy it and if it doesn't indeed fit I'll just resell it! But hopefully it does fit, as I said; it seems quite stretchy from what I could see, and I know the measurements from cross referencing multiple listings and seeing the fabric in different lights and such. I'm still clinging to hope though! If I end up getting it I'll share a pic when it arrives, and probably put it on lolibrary, since as of yet it's not archived! All I could tell is that it was from 2012 and a member of AKB48 wore it once in a pic (probably from ameblo), but the design is totally super duper cute!

    It's not like I dislike more western styles that I'm experimenting with-- Emo and whatnot, but I really feel that I always revert back to KERA-esque streetstyle fashions more than what I experiment with, so techically its good for me, LOL(?) But that's just me! What do y'all think, and what styles of Harajuku or Shibuya do y'all like? And do you have any more vids of these places from the 2000s LOL

    Well thats all for now, have a good rest of y'all's day, xoxo~!

    SOTD: SPLIT UP by HΛL



    Entry 17: 2026/08/29

    Status: Musical

    Hello again! Thx for being so patient with my obscene traveling entry posting schedule, but theres a new one now! Once again we went coastal! It was a pretty chill day, apart from the humidity!!!! God, it really is the worst type of heat ever! But luckily it wasn't too gnarly, so we ended up visiting an island for the day!

    Isn't the view gorgeous?
    Then we did a little Costco run, and look what I found!!! Mooncakes!!!!!
    The Costco near us suddenly stopped having mooncakes anymore, so I was devastated for the longest time for not having them. Now I can have them for as long as this box lasts~! Yummmm!
    We had a reservation for a bistro nearby @ 19:00!
    The first tuna tostada
    And the second tostada too!

    We later went to a Japanese market, a bit scared we weren't going to arrive in time since our waiter had so many people to take care of, and the store would close in under an hour by the time we got there because of traffic. But luckily we arrived in time and got out in under 15 minutes~!

    Near the check out area! Apparently it was supposed to have stickers too, according to my friend who's known about the Japanese promotional side of it (since a bunch of stuff from this market comes a few months late than the original Japanese releases), but also knowing the fact that they have signs everywhere not to shoplift she said that it's also entirely possible that someone could have also stole them all too. If so, damn!
    Later, we went to Matcha Maiko Cafe, THE best place for Matcha! At least around my area (5 hr radius LOL), and so so yummy as always! The atmosphere is so lovely, only 40 minutes til closing and it was BUSYYYY! Best place fr fr, I hope they NEVER close!
    Well thats it from me, I enjoyed my time a whole lot, and I hope you enjoyed my pictures as well! Best of luck and love to you all, xoxo~!

    SOTD: Drama Queen (That Girl) by Lindsay Lohan



    Entry 16: 2026/08/26

    Status: Tired

    The week was nice and quiet this time around, although ever since my last entry, it really has been chill. My school year actually starts around this time next month, so I'm pretty much getting everything under wraps, if you suppose. I guess it's good that it starts this late into the year, as in my area; the temperature around late July and even throughout August lowers no more than 98+ F/ 36+ C. So it really is a blessing haha. But unfortuately being so away from when the school year ended in around early July, you end up forgetting a whole lot (cough cough Chemistry), and i was having trouble getting my Biology classes too, so I'm somewhat scared that I'll be behind this time around.

    But hopefully it won't be this time around, I've learned from my "little" issues last year (cough cough procrasination), and now I'm a little inclined to ask for help instead of just keeping quiet, hopefully by the time I actually attend these classes, I'll practice what I'll preach LOL.

    Also! I'm really getting into the "new" vampirefreaks, Afterlife! It really is like VF when they used to be a social media network a couple of years ago, complete with forums, live chats for either the whole platform or for your "sanctuary", aka qa house you choose based off what you identify with. I chose Visual Kei, mainly because the one I wanted (Lolita), had almost no actual people from that subculture lolz, but more people are into Visual Kei in that house than there are actual lolitas in the Lolita one. The people are so nice and welcoming even from other houses, so I absolutely love it much more than Friendrewind. The platform has a community quizzes section which I also love, and the choices are pretty cool too! But thats enough from me ranting about Afterlife, lets talk about some new obessions I've had recently!

    Recently as you could tell from the last couple of entries, I'm slowly getting into Twilight and the fandom (as best as I can without going on the major medias LOL), and instantly getting wayyyyy into Carlisle and Alice rather than the major characters so much that I'm like actively even getting into fanlistings all over the net and looking at stuff about them, even looking into podcasts with the actual actors of the movies haha....It's going deep LOL. Not to the point of Mads Mikkelsen but Carlisle is getting there LOL.

    Another is Midnight Mass, I finished it two weeks ago and once again i'm OBESSED!!!! I was raised Catholic so a lot of the plot points and the "villain" of the story really does speak to the things that I didn't like about my upbringing at all (Bev I'm looking at you), and what made me atheist in the first place. But even that, Father Paul is so OMHGGGGGG. But I gotta stop before I end up spoiling the whole thing lolz. If you have like 8 hours of free time I HIGHLY reccomend you watch it. It's on netflix and a 7 episode series with each episode being an hourish long. Highly HIGHLY reccomend!

    But that's pretty much it for now, I haven't been outside in like a week and I think its showing with my interests < / 333 I genuinely need to get out more, by the time I'll be able to by when school starts, I'll be so busy to with homework, studying, and getting help that I won't be able to; and that makes me sad...

    Hopefully I'll be able to get out of the house by Saturday, plsplsplss.....

    SOTD: If I Was Your Vampire by Marilyn Manson



    Entry 15: 2026/08/18

    Status: Musical

    Today was a nice morning, i think? lolz, I woke up, made breakfast, and AND watched Kerrang! TV & Scuzz TV from 2002-2006, so a bunch of pop punk, emo, and marilyn manson(?!?!) showed up on meh screen hehe! I also got a bunch of new bands to listen to! And a few from recognized artists that I enjoy their music, I love those channels! Too bad that the official ones got taken down (at least this is true for Kerrang! TV) back in 2024, if this still existed AND in my country, the sheer amount of new music I would've found out about would've been amazing! Millenials rlly do get everything cool, huh?

    We need to stuff like this again, imagine?! Not only just 30 minutes in and I already have like 20 music reccs to choose from on slsk! hehe! And as soon as I thought about if Marilyn Manson would show up, he did! For the music videos Mobscene & Tainted Love! They were a bit goofy type of videos though, but had that cutie charm. Seeing them, the later for the first time, he really is such a cutie patootie huh? The vids...r a bit too out there but maybe it'll change when I get to see more of his videos soon with these recordings of tv stations such as Kerrang!, Scuzz, and MTV2!

    BTW, Kerrang! and Scuzz's bumpers are so cute!!!! The elephants doing "tricks" on the london(?) bridge and the one with the two kids skip dancing were my personal favs, I wanna see more! They're so interesting....but in a good way! Anyways, thats all from me, see ya lates!

    (((i'll add pics of my fav vids later!!!)))

    SOTD: My Last Serenade by Killswitch Engage



    Entry 14: 2026/08/17

    Status: Sleepy

    So, if you know me, and know one of my closest friends on the net(hehe), Eugene of Murasaki Diaries, you've probably seen the post they made of the infamous friendrewind (i say infamous but really only like...a dozen people r talking about this lolz); and how the controversies they are, at this point, just making for themselves. Lowkey kinda sad about everything though, it seemed like such a nice replacement for spacehey too. Since, iykyk...the mod situation on spacehey, and the...err... weirdness of napo, its genuinely sad to see all the things imma talk about right now. So, you're probably wondering what the absolute freak I'm talking about. It's about the integrity of friendrewind, and if you haven't created an account on it yet, please dont. Now, let's look a bit into the link I shared with Eugene about FR, this one HERE .

    Basically the gist of it is that one, the site is almost defineltely "vibe coded", aka the person who "created" this site asked ai to make it for him, which pretty much made it obvious even if you don't look at the code itself via develop --> web inspector (i use a mac, so it might be a lil different for others but essentially you don't have to pry into the actual code to figure out its not professionally made), all the pages r different, all of the icons never really go togther unless you squint. The creator is always online, ALWAYS. Its been made known that he has a CHILD, a young CHILD and yet...he's always online? Whatever, but still. It's still kinda suspisious with the whole "gimmick" of the site to be the "better" alternative to spacehey and napo (well anything is better than napo lets be real with ourselves), or even friend project, which I believe the name is based off of? Ew.

    Whatever. But I'm like literally heavily summerizing it, which is why I left the link for y'all to look at, I'm terrible at summerizing and I only have like 5% on my PC lolz. But basically (oh lord here comes the millionth basically), the moral of the story is...don't be like me. Do your own research based off FACTS and EVIDENCE instead of the "trust me bro uhhhh because yes" crowd, mostly than not, you don't know their morals, or if they themselves even SAW what they believe in. Some, mostly too, just say the opnion of the person next to them and then that person too and it just becomes a series that went from maybe facts to almost always clickbaity. so ya, thats it lolz

    SOTD: Saying Sorry by Hawthorne Heights



    Entry 13: 2026/08/15

    Status: Cheerful

    Today was wayyy better day than yesterday! I slept for like 13 hours!!!! That's crazy actually lolz. Though my head didn't hurt as much (only slightly like a feathered touch (lolz) every now and then), but that didn't mean that I would stop taking my vitamins, iron my beloved! Anyways we decided to go out today as well to eat, and were going to eat mediterranean food, but I decided why not eat Kura sushi?

    We ate that all the way back in 2023 when we went to Harajuku after all! Why not try the one from North America faction as well? And so we made a reservation and drived there! Here's the inside scope! Enjoy the pics!

    We arrived!
    Takoyaki!

    Some of these that I ate I forgot to take pics so i'll put those ones's photos from the official site!

    Sea Urchin Roll
    Eel Roll
    Eel with Miso Cream Cheese &
    The same as above but Salmon instead of Eel! And lastly....
    Calling Card Tuna Roll (limited edition)!
    and that was all, at least for me! Time for some desserts elsewhere!
    Bye bye, Kura Sushi!

    SOTD: Unalive by Marilyn Manson



    Entry 12: 2026/08/14

    Status: Worried

    Hello once more! Clocking in my latest entry of course, will be the same as last time too, and today was quite fun, until the later afternoon, that is. I ate at urbane cafe tho!



    And got ice cream at a local parlour (popcorn and coconut flavoured! super delicious!), but the reason why i said that it was rather not that nice a day was that I got a mega ultra major headache as soon as we got home, super painful! Felt that my head was imploding on itself, that bad! Luckily after a few hours resting after a couple of pills and vitamins it got better, and now around midnight, felt nothing at all! Sorry that this isnt a really long entry, but I just needed to vent for a bit about that, it was rlly scary and hopefully won't happen again. Hopefully, the next entry will be at least a little longer than this one!

    SOTD: The Phrase that Pays by The Academy Is...



    Entry 11: 2026/08/13

    Status: Idle

    Woah, not me actually making a new entry within the month, I feel like a new person(lol)! But today will be a nonpicture day, might as well write about my day(and you'll know the reason why later in this entry) and talk about my morning. Right now tho i'm literally watching a deep dive on the twilight movies/books and how it relates to the author's religious beliefs. Which is lowkey kinda funny because I only watched the first half of the first movie before I stopped bc it was too cringy for my poor soul (the hissing in the middle of the movie when the Cullens were protecting Bella had me bawling and laughing). Tho I'm still, for what it's worth, I'm still team Carlisle (iykyk). Also, I ate some weird amalgamation of an omelet; so enoki, baby kale, eggs(duh), and salmon. It did taste good tho. I also made my own matcha and drank it as I watched the vid and while writing this! Never underestimate the wonderful power of matcha to get thro ur day, tho considering ME that today I only had like 5 hrs of sleep....dom't quote me on that LOLZ.

    Anyways, lets stop talking about twilight! I might go too deep in there.....Okay! So today the main reason why I wanted to write this particular morning was because I am leaving Twitter in a few days. It was one of my first SNS accounts that I still have after six years (yikes..) and albietly its probably the addiction calling but I, ever since a certain billionare took it and basically ran it to the ground with hate being the only thing profitable in the website, I did end up quiting it for a while but some incidents at school (i.e sudden isolation) ended up refueling my twitter addiction and I ended up using it ever since. This wasn't THAT bad at the time, however it had really gotten to me during times where I should have been studying very hard subjects that really did need that time to study, not doomscrolling. But at the same time, I do feel that the time wasn't rlly in vain; I did meet some awesome people on there and i'm forever greatful for meeting them and for them to want to talk to me when I posted that on August 16 I'll be finally deleting my account (school starts on September 27), so that part- the community that I formed over time on that horrible yet somewhat fun web site; was so fun for me (like I said before it's probably the addiction that doesn't wanna let go talking though, albiet very philosophical today lolz).

    I also wanted to not be on the same website when I can and NEED to teach myself to internet surf again...not just be locked in the same website again and again, when surfing the net helps SO much to discover not just things that I would have never even thought of if I had still been chained to Twitter and/or the other main SNS sites, but also the opportunity to meet new people. Yeah, I feel it's mostly that, but also to take responsibility to actually give my full unwarranted attention to school, ya know, the ONE I'M PAYING FOR? So that's mostly it...I think... Maybe I'm just ranting enough to make it make sense, who knows?

    But yeah, (wait, I've been saying that so much lolz, my fav phrase fr fr) and also why not do this experience and possibly regain some of my attention span that I had lost for such a long time and pretty much only learn about this loss after I kid you not, I've been procrasinating watching A MOVIE, and A BOOK that i've been rlly wanting to watch (cough cough Jennifer's Body and Spice & wolf iykyk), and that's pretty damaging to realize, that its not age thats a factor (bc with another book series, bakemonogatari, I geniuinly can read in 2 to 3 days depending on how much I wanna know the whole story, and the series is somewhat better for all types of spans but specifically helps mend a bit of my short attention span but, of course, my phone immediatly recuts those mendings, of course.) But that's all I wanted to say. It's a bit off putting than most of my entiries so I'm sorry that it turned somewhat deep lolz, and such xD, but I swear I'll also do picture based entries soon, though its probably gonna be more this type of writing than not, just considering that I'll be in school somewhat soon and not have that much time to travel as much, ya know?

    SOTD: Lilian's Safari by Delta Delta!

    Entry 10: 2026/08/08

    Status: Cutesy

    Today's Fit

    Inner: Aeropostale
    Top: PUTUMAYO
    Skirt: Cute Options
    Necklace: Handmade
    Bag: Abercrombie & Fitch
    Pierce: SWIMMER

    Hello Again! It's been a couple of months and we ended up doing a different thing this time around, watching a movie. Specifically, The Odessey! Now first, we ended up going to Cheesecake Factory to eat and I got my meal as you can see here:



    (Korean Fried Chicken)

    And here is what i got to drink:

    (Coconut Limeade)

    After that we realized that we didnt have a place to put the food chilled, we went to costco quickly before the movie to get a mini cooler and ice to place the food on (whew!) and we then went to the movie at 6:45ish (The movie ended at 10pm !?!?!) and then sat to see the movie. Cheesecake Factory vid --> http://www.kamtape.com/watch?v=3lWHeFJWzIg

    I didnt take any pictures or video of the movie...but its not like I could anyways! The movie was WAY too loud and some parts of it (if ya know ya know) were so loud that i had to plug my ears!!!! But the movie (at least the parts I could barely listen to were actually quite good. It had messages of anti war and how war spreads like plague and threatening even the winners of battles like Troy and how you rlly dont see people who have died from said wars as HUMANS but as numbers until they all (metaphorically of course) go and line themselves next to you and you see the sheer NUMBERS of them. I would have wished that they had a stylistic overlay like a blue/yellow overlay on the movie because it just looked a little too....real. Like I understand that its a movie with real people, but that doesn't mean it can't be stylistic! But I like that it appears that they used real locations, maybe thats not true, but it seems like it! Very old-esque movie inspo i see i see. Very good movie tho! I like hehe

    (I don't like putting spoilers- mainly bc all of the major points I couldn't hear ANYTHING lolz)

    SOTD: Orestes by A Perfect Circle

    Entry 9: 2026/06/29

    Status: Cutesy

    Today's Fit

    Dress: Desigual
    Tights: Offbrand
    Pierce: Universal Studios

    SOTD: Summer Rain by Etro Anime

    Entry 8: 2026/06/28

    Status: Cutesy

    Today's Fit

    Dress: Smak Parlour
    Pierce: Universal Studios

    Hello once more! This trip will span four different entries (four different days) of traveling and eating(of course..)! This time instead of going north i.e forests and cold oceans, we went south, so a lot of coastal beaches and somewhat humid-ish air. I'm so glad most of what I wore throughout this trip was cotton/cotton-blend.... First, we didn't go to our desired location quite early like last time, we went around afternoon time-ish, and usually when we go places we explore and then check in at the hotel- but this specific hotel was apparently known to overbook to a lot of people so we immediately went to check in...there was a huge line!!!! Like around the lobby big (and the lobby was massive...), but thankfully the receptionists were very fast and it took us less than 30 minutes to get checked in. Once we left that area the line got even bigger!!! Hopefully everyone got their hotels without any fault! After that we went to a favorite Japanese grocery store that had 5 different food shops inside of it! So me and my dad got Zaru soba but I got it with assorted veggies and fish fried tempura style. Doesn't it look delicious?!

    Later on we shopped as well, I got some Matcha crystal mochi, Canmake foundation refills, and a trial of shampoo + conditioner (smelt like mint!); so quite a haul! Then we actually went in our hotel and OMG we were astonished at how lovely the view was! Heres a couple of pics: So victorian style fr fr The ports of course! The lamp was such a mood honestly And finally, at nighttime. Now thats pretty much it for today, tomorrow we'll be going to an aquarium and some thrifting shops, so stay tuned!

    SOTD: Fake Bossa Nova by The Pancakes

    Entry 7: 2026/06/26

    Status: Hurriedly

    Today's Fit

    One Piece: Emily Temple Cute
    Necklace: Q-Pot
    Pierce: SWIMMER

    Today is the last day that we are near the lake, and this whole day really nothing happened apart from crossing state lines to take incredible pictures, it was quite a long yet nice trip, I saw so many cows!

    From when we left the woods. Cross state lines Came back to our original state. We later went to a cowboy themed diner around here A tuna melt with a root beer float! The ice cream they used was SO good!!! Nearby that diner we went to a danish styled bakery, it was so cute!!! And that was the end of this trip! On Sunday, we go once more to the beach, so stay tuned!

    SOTD: Blue Mint Blue by Chocolat

    Entry 6: 2026/06/25

    Status: Cutesy

    Today's Fit

    JSK: Earth & Ecology
    Inner: International Concepts
    Necklace: Q-Pot
    Pierce: SWIMMER

    Hello once more! It's our last full day here at the lake, and not much happened ya know? Just going at this point wholly around the lake that you can before the road ends and it turns to pure wilderness. But we ate some yummy food! Above was spinach, mushroom, and cheese empanada, below was a cubed ham and cheese one! Both with chimichurri sauce ofc. This absolute diva I found just in the wild LOL And lastly as we decided to head home we found this mini plaza with a italian pastry place and I chose a chocolate chip cannoli (it doesn't even look like one LOL) As we left, we saw an abandoned casino place with absolute PEAK architecture, so cute! And thats it! It started to rain as soon as we entered our cabin lol, stay tuned for more blogging tomorrow!

    SOTD: Soñar by Belanova

    Entry 5: 2026/06/24

    Status: Morning-Person

    Today's Fit

    Inner: Emily Temple Cute
    JSK: Emily Temple Cute
    Necklace: Q-Pot
    Pierce: SWIMMER

    Good afternoon, it is another day in our trip is slowly coming into a close as we leave on Friday, but today was very chill compared to the other two days, so nothing much was happening at all. What I ate for dinner yesterday I ate the leftovers for breakfast today, so a very lazy day haha! I even watched My Cat From Hell! We went later on in the day to a pizza place where they had a salmon salad with goat cheese! I really wanted to try it just out of curiosity to be honest. While in the resturant since it was located seaside, a bird would try to get inside, and it did! Flew everywhere before making its grand farewell as the workers were trying to get it out hah! By the way, the bird was a Grackle. After we left the pizza place, we ended up going to an ice cream shop, and I ordered a Honey Lavender Affogato, it was so yummy! And we saw some pretty flowers on the way back to our cabin!

    SOTD: Sonrisa by Ana Torroja



    Entry 4: 2026/06/23

    Status: Hard-at-Work

    Today's Fit

    Inner: Axes Femme
    Cardigan: F.i.n.t
    Skirt: Axes Femme
    Necklace: Q-Pot
    Pierce: SWIMMER

    Hello everyone, how are you this evening? Today was quite a trip thoughout various cities big and small, so we'll start in the morning. Early in the morning, we went to a small harbour town to eat breakfast at a diner whose theme was citruses! The tile of the resturaunt was full of lemons and even one of the restrooms was covered head to toe in oranges(even the soap was orange-flavor)! Hot chocolate again, of course~

    Some Salmon benedicts as well, the Hollandaise sauce was very lemon-y as well as some pancakes that family ordered too, so very on theme of them!

    Later on, we went to a big city nearby and they had a botanical garden, so of course we went as well, and even saw a whole bunch of birds that I haven't seen before, so very much a plus! Here are a few pictures that I took of the fauna I saw while in the garden in the various "regions" they had plants of each. And after that, we got parched of walking virtually everywhere, so we went back to the harbour city from the morning to eat from the Peruvian bistro that we always go to, its always SO good!!! PM me in my various social media accounts to know the location, I even have three location cards that I got from the resturant! It had a whole bunch of seafood, including cooked clams, a slab of swordfish, itty bitty octopi, and whole shrimp too! And it came with coconut rice! Also has pieces of beige raisins!

    Although, after the botanical garden rondevous we saw a bunch of thrift stores so we went to three; one was very pricy but had a bunch of designer clothing (I saw even vintage Channel!!!) so I really didnt find anything that would catch my eye, the second one was a thrift store full of different vendors but hated the fact that they were selling MALL BRAND clothing for more tham 70 bucks!!!! Literally one was a BLEACHED Unionbay shirt selling for 70$??!! I happily left soon after. Then the third one was somewhat like the second one but unlike the former, the prices wouldn't really reach into the 50 dollar range, so that was nice. I even got a Desigual dress!!!

    Thrift haul: Brand: Desigual Brand: SENSE Brand: M.M

    SOTD: Boku no Senaka Niwa Hane ga Aru by KinKi Kids



    Entry 3: 2026/06/22

    Status: Sleeping

    Today's Fit

    Inner: Clef De Sol
    JSK: Axes Femme
    Necklace: Q-Pot
    Pierce: SWIMMER

    Hello once more! Sorry for making this blog quite late compared to the oldest one here below...I had to study so much for my university classes, but now we're on break! And you know what that means....vacation!!! We're going north this time (aren't we always?), so we'll do multiple stops alongside the coast and maybe even go on some thrift stores along the way! So today was mostly an all driving day, but we started off the day at a small Mexican Cafe a couple of hours away from us, but nothing quite major yet. Hot chocolate of course, and it looks quite pretty doesn't it? And an omelette of course too!

    But the farther we went, we couldn't go to much places, since most close quite early but after 6 ish hours on the road we ended up at a beach city to eat just before we went to our hotel. So I ordered a salad, which was quite tasty; the sauce was a spicy-but-not-really-spicy wasabi sauce. And as we left the restaurant and back to go and check in into our hotel we saw that a thrift store was still open so obviously I went! Haul at the end of course! But here are some cool pics of our hotel room, it was quite pretty, don't ya think? Now, for the thrift haul: Brand: Unknown Brand: Janeville

    SOTD: Escapade by Janet Jackson



    Entry 2: 2026/04/23

    Status: Idle

    Hii guys, its time for a new blog entry and this time it will be review based! Why, you may ask? I got the new Macbook Neo!!!! Yay!!!!! Though throughout this entry I will be referring it to an iBook Neo for funsies! Why? Because! But lets down with it, yes? Some backstory was that we originally ordered it around march 11~ and UPS was supposed to be our carrier, but someone within the facility most likely stole it because it never left the nearest UPS facility that it was "stuck" in. Seeing this and the fact that it never left that facility, we canceled and refunded the order and bought it somewhat far away (the only apple store within 2 hrs of where I live that even had them in stock, specifically the pink one (which was the one I wanted btw!), and it was inside a hugeeee mall so ofc we did more shopping there, but now with that behind us, how about an actual review of it? I got the cheaper model w/o the finger ID, and it is GORG. You're not rlly missing out on much if you also end up buying the cheaper model, and compared to my Macbook Pro, it runs really fast and efficently! The "liquid glass" style that they advertised that it was gonna be everywhere with this iBook neo's OS is what I was quite skeptical with, considering I LOVE skeuomorphism with all of my heart, but it does actually end up looking very nice and almost "fog" like? Ofc seeing this, I added ARIA the animation wallpapers to it, and it fits so well you can see it here, and what I love about the pink version is that almost everything, like the highlighting feature for example, is pink too! You can see it here as well! And here's the top if anyone's wondering here too. I really do love this computer very much, though the only thing (flaws if you would even call them that) is that when you create a split screen w/ two windows, the clicker freaks out(or maybe it's just my bad i dunno LOL) and doesnt respond to some clicks but when you either fullscreen or doubleclick on that window the mouse is normal again. And the settings app is literally the iphone's system preferences, and that kinda makes it harder to look for specific stuff if you're like me and you're used to the actual system app in previous OS's. But other than that it's pretty much smooth sailing hehe! Thx for listening to me yap, and this is the end of this entry, see you again one day!

    SOTD: The World's End by Yui Horie



    Entry 1: 2026/04/13

    Status: Tired

    Hello guys! It's literally been a whole while, huh? I was trying to find a good time to write but as usual, that time never came...But! Now I can write(literally in my procrasination arc), and writing I shall! Nothing major has happened, or has it? I don't even remember what I last talked about, but I did pass all of my classes last quarter yay! Now I'll be taking Chemistry, Biology(both intros), Genome & Dynamics(lab), & Precalculus 2! Lowkey the Chem and Bio classes are so scary, and fast! We already have a midterm for Bio on Friday so I've been trying to study for that, and for chem as well! After I'm done writing this section I'll be doing notes for Chemistry so yee. But even though they are hard classes, they're both very interesting, like actually learning how a magician does their tricks from behind the curtain, it's all so cool!

    The labs too are exciting as well! The way that I could talk about them is that they remind me of making a recipe for a pie or something, it's all just learning how to "bake" and then just follow instructions...very cool. But apart from that, I haven't been up to much, other than that. But I have ordered a few things off the net, including the new Macbook Neo! It looks quite cute (I got the "blush" version...just call it pink, okay?!?!), but it hasn't arrived yet, and has been stuck with the shipping carrier for 4 days now! It was suppose to come on the 8th, and I think something happened to it! At this point I'd just be better off gaslighting myself to think that I never ordered it so when it eventually comes I'll just be surprised < / 3....But I also did order two other things; a 2012 hello kitty clock & a clover memo pad! The clock I needed since my old one is literally giving me heart attacks now (powers down in middle of the night and makes me think it was 12 pm(my class was at this time) when in reality it was 6am < / 3) so I tossed that one and I got this one, which is analog. I like it, very pretty and huge! I wasn't it expecting to be bigger than my head but oh well, what a lovely surprise! The memo pad hasn't come in yet, since I just ordered it yesterday! I need one thats tiny yet enough to write on, since I need to make it a habit to write things down so I don't forget, it's the perfect thing for me! (I also need to make it a habit to bring my planner and write important deets on it....curse my adhd brain grrr!).

    SOTD: SURREAL by Ayumi Hamasaki